They decided it was okay–only okay–if Steve sketched Bucky like it was one of the fancy art school classes, Steve perched on the very end of his own bed, body turned back in Bucky’s direction. If Steve was just using this for his drawing, studying the sharp lines of Bucky’s joints and limbs and softer ones of his belly and ass, how he moved when he …
Adult, pre-serum, internalised homophobia, voyeurism. Steve watches Bucky masturbate… This is sexy and bittersweet, it makes me want to hug those boys while also wishing I could see for myself. 🙂