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This is Shirasade‘s fic and vid recs collection, starting 2015. (Unfortunately my recs from 2005 onwards were hosted on Delicious and went bust with the site, although I was able to import an old bookmarks list from 2010 into Tagpacker, and I’m currently in the process of adding the bookmarks from this site there as well.) Because I moved from Delicous to Tumblr and now WordPress, the older posts don’t look quite so pretty.

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church, steeple, bells and all, by nasri – Black Sails [Archive of Our Own]

Neither of them speak or move beyond shallow breathing until finally Miranda says, “James.”

He turns to her then, his eyes wide with something like fear, and Thomas forces himself to speak. “James,” he repeats.

The sound he makes is something desperate and small and finally he reaches for him. Thomas holds him tightly for the space of several, heaving breaths, before he pulls back just far enough to kiss him. There are tears on both their cheeks, and James’ lips tremble beneath his, but still Thomas thinks that he has never felt joy like this before.

James kisses him desperately, clutching at the nape of his neck with blunt nails. Where Thomas breaks away with a smile, James sobs and digs into his skin. He hopes he leaves the crescents of his nails imprinted there; he hopes he bleeds.

When Miranda sets a hand on his shoulder, he startles, lost to everything but the heat of James body beneath his palms. She says their names, one after another. “Let’s go home.”

Source: church, steeple, bells and all – Chapter 1, by nasri – Black Sails [Archive of Our Own]

Adult, canon-divergence. This is such an amazing reunion fic – I love Thomas, James and Miranda in this as well as Charles getting entangled with their mènage, and how Thomas still can’t help but commit himself and those that love him to a cause…

Don’t Want You To Get It On With Nobody Else But Me, by espark – Black Sails [Archive of Our Own]

“Thomas, are you asking me to talk you out of it, or for my permission?”

“I am asking if you think James is in love with me.” She had heard the despair in his voice and her frustration had melted away.

Miranda had taken her time before answering. She had wanted to keep James for herself, but also she cared too deeply about Thomas to deceive him.

Source: Don’t Want You To Get It On With Nobody Else But Me, by espark – Black Sails [Archive of Our Own]

Teen, missing scene. Interesting Miranda POV as she realises that her husband is as in love with James as she herself is – and that his feelings might not be unrequited.

The Chapel Green, by nasri – Black Sails [Archive of Our Own]

Thomas takes one step past the threshold before he stops. Across the room, Flint looks up from where he’d been leaning on Max’s desk, paging through a book with an idle sort of attention. He stands abruptly, the book falling from his grasp, and remains frozen in place like a fucking statue until finally his wide eyes drift to Vane’s.

Flint’s lips part in a question, as if he’s trying to articulate some horrible fear from inside of him, but before he can voice it Thomas whispers, “James.”

They both move then, collapsing into each other like waves at high tide.

It takes a moment for Vane to even make sense of it, the way Flint’s arms wrap around Thomas’ shoulders, digging into the skin there like he might at any moment be torn away. Thomas’ chest is hitching in laughter or in tears, he can’t tell. Thomas pulls back, looking at Flint like he first looked at the crystal water of Nassau cupped in his palms.

When they kiss, Vane finally collects himself, forcing one foot back and then the next, closing the door as softly as he can manage. He doesn’t think they even notice.

Source: The Chapel Green – Chapter 1, by nasri – Black Sails [Archive of Our Own]

Adult, canon-divergence. Eleanor Guthrie is gone, and Captain Vane raids a rather special plantation in Savannah… How is he supposed to resist this strange, compelling English noble, even when he turns out to be Captain Flint’s long-lost lover. This fic is amazing, even for someone who barely knows who Charles Vane is. I love the mix of developing triad and outside POV.

Devoted, by Fyre – Black Sails [Archive of Our Own]

“You are fond of him,” she said quietly. “This isn’t merely desire, is it?”

He tilted his head to look at her and laughed a little sadly. “Ridiculous, isn’t it?”

She wanted to weep for both of them, and could only lean over to kiss his cheek, then his lips softly. “It ought to be our crest.” She wrapped her arm over his chest, and he clasped her hand in his. “I should have seen it. If you wish me to stop my relationship…”

“No!” The vehemence in his tone startled her. “No. Not at all. We can take what pleasure he will share with us, you in sharing a bed, and I in our business together. It will be well.”

She kissed his shoulder. “I love you, Thomas,” she said softly. “You do know that, don’t you?”

He nodded. “And I you.”

She rested her cheek against his shoulder, knowing it could never be enough.

Source: Devoted, by Fyre – Black Sails [Archive of Our Own]

Adult, missing scene. The ménage à trois between Thomas McGraw and the Hamiltons is fascinating, because there’s no doubt all three of them love each other. However, this fic manages to perfectly capture the way Miranda doesn’t quite fit between these two men…

encore, by PenAndInkPrincess – Interview with the Vampire (TV 2022) [Archive of Our Own]

There’s a panic within him that Lestat hasn’t felt for years when the sunlight streams in a perfect circle containing Claudia and Louis’s fledgling, a panic he hasn’t felt since the night he felt tainted blood rise to his throat and the love of his life drag a knife across it. It’s the panic of an ending unexpected, of a rug yanked from beneath him. He made his choice. He chose Louis. He knew if it came down to using his abilities to sway the audience, he only had the power for one. It wasn’t even something he had to think about. It was Louis. It was always going to be Louis. 

But it’s Claudia before him now, looking back at him with a daughter’s eyes even as her face begins to crumble into ash. 

Source: encore – Chapter 1, by PenAndInkPrincess – Interview with the Vampire (TV 2022) [Archive of Our Own]

Mature, canon-divergence. Lestat finds a way to save Claudia. I love all three POVs (Lestat, Louis, Claudia) and how there are no easy fixes for the mess that’s their family.

steal away the weight that crushes thy bare chest, by ManofMud – Battle for Beyond (Web Series) [Archive of Our Own]

It’s been like six months and he still doesn’t know her name. She comes in almost every week day, with the exception of the odd morning here and there, and at this point, it would be awkward for him to say, hey, what’s your name, by the way? especially because she remembers his even when he’s not wearing the nametag.

It’s probably for the best that he doesn’t get to know her any better since he definitely doesn’t have a chance. Most of the time, she’s here alone, but in recent weeks she’s occasionally joined by a friend – a girlfriend he’s pretty sure – who is just as gorgeous as she is.

Source: steal away the weight that crushes thy bare chest, by ManofMud – Battle for Beyond (Web Series) [Archive of Our Own]

Adult, modern bakery AU. Every fandom needs a bakery!AU, and this two-parter’s lovely. It also deals with Nikhil’s issues surrounding self-image and sex, and I especially enjoy that we get to also see Sestia’s POV.

Wait Out the Sun, by agentverbivore (verbivore8642) – Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]

Old Fitz – a much younger Fitz – the engineer who had barely ever left the lab and didn’t have any relationships other than with his mother and lab partner, would have been terrified of the conversation they were now having, would probably have blanched at the thought that he and Jemma had been sleeping together and pretending to be married without ever knowing their true standing.

Now, this Fitz, the new one who could hold a real gun steady and fire it, and would kill to protect Jemma without ever losing sleep over it – well, he was still scared. But having her pulse in his hand brought air into his lungs, and the strange peacefulness of knowing that dying to protect her was nothing more than his most basic purpose. His life for hers, at the sound of a gun. In his head, it seemed just that simple.

Source: Wait Out the Sun – Chapter 1, by agentverbivore (verbivore8642) – Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]

Adult, canon-divergence. FitzSimmons have to go undercover as married gangsters – and obviously, this changes things… This FItz POV is intense, full of suppressed emotion and told out of sequence, which somehow works incredibly well.

Alchemy, by AgentStannerShipper – Battle for Beyond (Web Series) [Archive of Our Own]

She takes a breath, forcing the words out. “You brought us home. I sort of thought we were going to…that you wanted…”

She stops, because Nikhil’s head shoots up to look at her, recoiling. He looks absolutely horrified, and Sestia isn’t sure what kind of misstep she’s made – the same Murdina probably did when she brought up his horns being sensitive – so she speeds up, trying to backtrack, “I just mean, you said you don’t bring people back here, but you brought us, so I thought-“

“It’s not like that!” Nikhil cuts in. He’s gripping his tail so hard his fingernails are carving crescents into it. He shakes his head fiercely. “I wouldn’t- You guys needed a place to stay, and I- that’s why I said I’d sleep on the couch, but then I thought that might be too much, so I just stayed out here-“

Source: Alchemy, by AgentStannerShipper – Battle for Beyond (Web Series) [Archive of Our Own]

Adult, post-canon. Sestia and Murdina realise that adding Nikhil to their relationship is rather more complicated than one might think when looking at him… This is excellent, I really enjoy how they treat Nikhil’s issues – and the sex is sizzling hot.

perigee, perihelion, eclipse, by AgentStannerShipper – Battle for Beyond (Web Series) [Archive of Our Own]

She wants him, but she doesn’t have to rush it. She strokes her thumbs along the swell of his collarbones, a spark of trepidation running through her as she meets his eyes. “I, uh. I wanted to try something with you. If you’re interested.” After a beat, she follows up. “A sex thing. A sexy thing? It’s not…I wouldn’t say it’s fucking, but it’s definitely adjacent.”

Source: perigee, perihelion, eclipse, by AgentStannerShipper – Battle for Beyond (Web Series) [Archive of Our Own]

Adult, post-canon. Sestia has an itch she’d like Nikhil to scratch like the good boy he is… Possibly the most gentle and sweet cockwarming fic ever. Background established triad, because that’s just canon… 😉

Three-weeks clean, by rosetoile – Interview with the Vampire (TV 2022) [Archive of Our Own]

“Two days?” his voice mixes with the guttural sound of another retch, followed by the wet gurgle of rancid blood at the bottom of the toilet.

Louis smiles, pressing his hand against his temple, the same one he kisses.

“You don’t remember a thing, do you?” he asks then, stroking his back, encouraging him to let go completely, to spit out whatever he’s holding inside.“You collapsed right in the middle of the concert—your fans are going hysterical; you should see what they’re writing.”

“I passed out?” he asks stupidly, stepping away from the toilet bowl.

“Mhmh.”

“And you brought me here?”

“It seemed like the only reasonable thing to do.”

Source: Three-weeks clean – Chapter 1, by rosetoile – Interview with the Vampire (TV 2022) [Archive of Our Own]

Adult, post-season 2. Only Louis would figure the best way to get Lestat clean was to keep him captive in Dubai. Luckily these two are a matching, fucked up set… Uncomfortable but compelling.