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This is Shirasade‘s fic and vid recs collection, starting 2015. (Unfortunately my recs from 2005 onwards were hosted on Delicious and went bust with the site, although I was able to import an old bookmarks list from 2010 into Tagpacker, and I’m currently in the process of adding the bookmarks from this site there as well.) Because I moved from Delicous to Tumblr and now WordPress, the older posts don’t look quite so pretty.

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didactic, by drylite – Masters of the Air (TV 2024) [Archive of Our Own]

So when Buck says Bucky, biting out that name that his own name hides inside, John listens and hears a choice in it: never needed John’s protection, but kept his name anyhow. When Buck says Bucky with that bit of flint to it, John makes a choice of his own: to do, with every inch of his ability, exactly as Buck asks.

“Bucky,” Buck says, voice rough.

Bucky’s there. He’s listening. If he were any more present he’d probably explode.

Source: didactic, by drylite – Masters of the Air (TV 2024) [Archive of Our Own]

Adult. I love Gale being in charge, and how desperate for each other they both are in this. Delicious.

You Make My Sad Heart Jump—With Joy, by Kitain – Masters of the Air (TV 2024) [Archive of Our Own]

Gale turns around, moonlight glowing in his lashes. John turns too. Orbiting like a waltz by wire. John stops fumbling for a cigarette. Pinned under that starlit gaze.

“Bucky. Why’ve you been working so hard to get my attention.”

Source: You Make My Sad Heart Jump—With Joy, by Kitain – Masters of the Air (TV 2024) [Archive of Our Own]

Adult. Oh, I have such a weakness for bottom!Bucky… This is lovely in its quiet desperation.

Under the Cover of Darkness, by OhTee – Kingdom Come: Deliverance (Video Games) [Archive of Our Own]

It was quite nice to have a good, self-indulgent wank from time to time. No relying on anyone else to do what he wanted at any given moment. Just Hans and his–

“Fucking hell, Hans,” came a gruff voice out of the darkness, accompanied by the shuffling of sheets. “Are you really jerkin’ off over there?”

Source: Under the Cover of Darkness, by OhTee – Kingdom Come: Deliverance (Video Games) [Archive of Our Own]

Adult. Two fellas, jerking off in the same room because they’re not gay, your honour. Technically pre-slash, I guess. 😉

Ask Permission, by Hopelesslyinlove19 – Kingdom Come: Deliverance (Video Games) [Archive of Our Own]

“Sir, knight?”

“Hm?” Henry called back, thinking he might just sleep the night away.

“I’ve been requested, you see. This Lord wishes to share me.”

Half squinting through what little candlelight he has, Henry meets the eyes of his Lord rather than his wench. He drops his washing cloth back over his eyes and relaxes.

“Cheap bastard, you are, my Lord.”

Source: Ask Permission, by Hopelesslyinlove19 – Kingdom Come: Deliverance (Video Games) [Archive of Our Own]

Adult, threesome. I’ll never play this game, because I suck at anything combat-related, but oh, this ship intrigues me so much – and this MMF fic is simply delicious!

but sweethearts few, by addandsubtract – Masters of the Air (TV 2024) [Archive of Our Own]

He thinks about it from time to time, but it doesn’t mean anything to him until after he’s enlisted. Well — to be specific, it doesn’t mean anything until he meets Gale. Because John had always assumed the Gale on his arm was a woman — some women spelled it that way, anyhow — and then there’s this quiet guy, skinny, full mouth pursed around a toothpick, and he says, “Name’s Gale Cleven. Pleased to meet you.”

John doesn’t remember what he said, how he introduced himself, if he smiled or frowned or seemed indifferent. He remembers Gale’s hand in his, a firm handshake with a dry palm, callused fingers. The zing of that contact singing through his body, digging its talons into his lungs and bearing down.

Anyone else would’ve stayed away. John’s not that kind, though.

Source: but sweethearts few, by addandsubtract – Masters of the Air (TV 2024) [Archive of Our Own]

Adult. This is a perfect soulmarks fic – I’ve rarely read one that still includes period-typical homophobia, which lends an extra edge to the relationship. *chef’s kiss*

Nothing But Blue Skies Do I See – Chapter 1, by featherwords – Masters of the Air (TV 2024) [Archive of Our Own]

“Jesus, Buck, Jesus,” he says as soon as he’s righted himself on his knees next to Buck. He grabs Buck’s face between his hands, looking into his eyes, feeling his pulse under his thumb where it’s resting just under his jaw. Alive. Buck’s brow is furrowed and his eyes are squinted while he tries to slip out of his hold but Bucky crushes him in a tight embrace against his chest, ignoring the surprised grunt. His heart’s still hammering in his chest and confusion fogs his head but Buck’s here so it’s okay, it’s okay.

“Alright John,” Buck says, voice muffled by the way Bucky has his face pressed against him. He feels a few gentle pats to his back before there’s a pressure pushing at his shoulders. Bucky lets him pull away, just barely, and says with a hoarse voice, “You were dead.”

Source: Nothing But Blue Skies Do I See – Chapter 1, by featherwords – Masters of the Air (TV 2024) [Archive of Our Own]

Adult. This utterly brilliant groundhog day fic is an amazing Bucky POV. His love for Buck is just beautiful, but I also really enjoy seeing tidbits of the other guys.

ready for a fall, by stereobone – Masters of the Air (TV 2024) [Archive of Our Own]

John can’t stop replaying the incident. The plane fine one moment, then completely out of his control. John fighting against everything to keep the PT-17 from veering off its path. Gale’s face had been neutral, but his hands tightened on the yolk, and afterwards, they shook. Afterwards, John had wanted to hold him. Take Gale’s hands in his own and keep them tucked up until they stopped shaking. He wanted to apologize, tell Gale that he was scared, shit, he’d been so scared, just not for himself. John had been so scared that Gale was going to die that his own life felt secondary. He still feels scared now and can’t even reckon why.

Source: ready for a fall, by stereobone – Masters of the Air (TV 2024) [Archive of Our Own]

Adult, pre-canon. Finally watched this – and of course I went for the BFF ship. This is a wonderful Bucky POV, and a great first time fic.

The Unexamined Life – Chapter 1, by Alethia – The Pitt (TV) [Archive of Our Own]

Robby hadn’t come back to himself fully yet, still half-gone, so Jack leaned his forehead against Robby’s and murmured, “We’re okay, man.”

Robby took another breath, but it was shaking, different somehow. The hand at his neck moved up, cupping his jaw, some kind of energy flaring. Robby turned his head toward Jack, breathing against his jaw, a bright bloom of heat that shot straight through him, Jack’s heart suddenly racing. Robby pulled back slightly to look at him, thumb running over his cheek, a new glint in his eyes. The moment held, tension stretching between them, transforming into something Jack recognized: that aching, pulse-pounding moment before a kiss. Sound roared in his ears as that realization landed: Robby wanted to kiss him. And Jack wanted him to.

What the fuck.

Source: The Unexamined Life – Chapter 1, by Alethia – The Pitt (TV) [Archive of Our Own]

Adult, post-season 1. Jack gets injured, Robby freaks out – things change. This is simply delicious, an amazing Abbot POV as he works through his first time being attracted to a man. To Robby.

maybe sorrow was the thing – Chapter 1, by alasse – The Pitt (TV) [Archive of Our Own]

“Robby, you gotta get going, man,” he says, clapping him on the back once he reaches him. “Time to hand over.”

Robby glances up at the board with a worried frown.

“Maybe I should stay,” he says. “It’s been a rough shift so far—Whitaker lost his first patient earlier—and we have a few complicated cases pending.”

Jack meets Dana’s eyes over his shoulder, and Dana shakes her head slightly. So, yes, a rough shift, but nothing out of the ordinary for the Pitt.

Just Robby being Robby.

“You absolutely should not stay,” Jack tells him. “You shouldn’t have been working this shift in the first place, man. Now, I know you don’t want to let Jake down, and I know you’re not insinuating I can’t handle a few complicated cases.”

Robby looks down, then, meets Jack’s eyes. He looks even more tired than in the morning, looks like he’s done a double and not half a shift, and Jack refuses to let it get worse.

“It’ll be okay, Mike,” he says softly. “Trust me.”

Source: maybe sorrow was the thing – Chapter 1, by alasse – The Pitt (TV) [Archive of Our Own]

Teen. What if Robby had ended up going to Pittfest with Jake after all? This is such a great canon-divergence and an even greater Abbot POV.

The Sandwich Means I Love You, by Topaz_Eyes – The Pitt (TV) [Archive of Our Own]

Once he opens the door to the roof, Jack approaches the edge with caution, not wanting to startle Robby; he’s prepared to haul him back physically if necessary. But he heaves an audible sigh of relief when he sees Robby leaning on the safe side of the rail, staring across the skyline.

At least Robby hasn’t climbed over the damn barrier this time. Or maybe he’s arrived just in time to stop him. Either way Jack takes the win.

“I thought we were going to stop scaring Dana now that we’re both in therapy,” Jack muses, joining Robby at the railing.

Source: The Sandwich Means I Love You, by Topaz_Eyes – The Pitt (TV) [Archive of Our Own]

Teen, post-season 1. I fell for The Pitt head over heels – and the friendship between Robby and Jack Abbot is one of my many favourite things about it.