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This is Shirasade‘s fic and vid recs collection, starting 2015. (Unfortunately my recs from 2005 onwards were hosted on Delicious and went bust with the site, although I found an unsorted bookmarks list from 2010.)

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Living Is Easy With Eyes Closed, Sam/Dean, NC17 – She’s Mulder – I’m Scully — LiveJournal | https://runedgirl.livejournal.com/

“I’m Dean,” the taller of the two boys says. He’s got a shock of brown hair that curls over his forehead, a smattering of freckles across his nose, and strikingly green eyes.

“And this is Sammy.” The younger boy is clinging to his brother, not meeting Ellen’s gaze. His bangs are so long they hang over his eyes. She wonders how much of the last two years he’s spent growing up in the back of a car.

“Well, come on in, I’ll fix you some dinner.”

Source: Living Is Easy With Eyes Closed, Sam/Dean, NC17 – She’s Mulder – I’m Scully — LiveJournal | https://runedgirl.livejournal.com/

Ellen has been watching the Winchester boys all their lives. This is an amazing outside POV.

Etched Into Bone, Into Heart – Chapter 1, by Trobadora – 镇魂 | Guardian (TV) [Archive of Our Own] | https://archiveofourown.org/

“Zhao Yunlan,” says an urgent male voice.

“Hm?” He tastes blood. That can’t be good. Zhao Yunlan forces his eyes fully open, blinks his vision into focus. Takes in the scene around him. He’s lying on the grass in a park, and incongruously, it’s night-time. There’s Zhu Hong, smiling down at him, and next to her –

The stranger’s smile takes his breath away, full of relief, turning radiant a face that must be beautiful under any circumstances: dark eyes framed with long lashes and round glasses, high cheekbones thrown into sharp relief by deep shadows, and perfectly curved lips.

“Hey,” Zhao Yunlan breathes, returning the smile without quite knowing why, his chest warming at the sight.

Source: Etched Into Bone, Into Heart – Chapter 1, by Trobadora – 镇魂 | Guardian (TV) [Archive of Our Own] | https://archiveofourown.org/

Delicious canon-divergence in which Zhao Yunlan doesn’t lose his sight but his memory.

Only in My Dreams, by Incandescentflower – 30歳まで童貞だと魔法使いになれるらしい | 30-sai Made Doutei da to Mahou Tsukai ni Nareru Rashii (TV) [Archive of Our Own] | https://archiveofourown.org/

When they entered the hotel room, Adachi went from internal panic to full on meltdown.

The room only had one bed.

Source: Only in My Dreams, by Incandescentflower – 30歳まで童貞だと魔法使いになれるらしい | 30-sai Made Doutei da to Mahou Tsukai ni Nareru Rashii (TV) [Archive of Our Own] | https://archiveofourown.org/

A sweet and perfect first time fic using one of the best tropes.

Magnificent – Chapter 1, by Anonymous – 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV) [Archive of Our Own] | https://archiveofourown.org/

It was evident in every brush of fingers as Wei Wuxian leaned into Wangji’s space, in every smile that Wangji allowed himself to send to his husband— Lan Xichen ached at the sight of their love, but it was a strangely pleasant ache.

It was an ache that said oh, I’m so glad that they found each other. An ache that whispered, why can’t I have that?

Lan Xichen ignored the whisper, and met grey eyes steadily as Wei Wuxian looked up at him and smiled.

Source: Magnificent – Chapter 1, by Anonymous – 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV) [Archive of Our Own] | https://archiveofourown.org/

Wei Wuxian and Lan Wangji are frequent visitors in Lan Xichen’s seclusion – maybe it’s unavoidable that things change. This has the perfect emotional weight to lead into hot-as-burning threesome loving.

Lukewarm, by LokelaniRose – 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV) RPF [Archive of Our Own] | https://archiveofourown.org/

Yibo’s talked about sex with virgins before. He was even once one himself, come to think of it. There’s always a completely understandable bit of nervousness, a blush or two, some fumbling…and that’s just the conversation.

But not Xiao Zhan. The other man meets his gaze squarely, eyes large and dark and without a hint of nerves, his lips quirked in a smile. Xiao Zhan doesn’t seem remotely bothered by the thought that no one’s ever had their hands on him.

Xiao Zhan doesn’t seem bothered and yet Yibo feels like the bottom’s dropped out of his world.

Source: Lukewarm, by LokelaniRose – 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV) RPF [Archive of Our Own] | https://archiveofourown.org/

This manages to be funny, sweet and hot as burning all at once, my favourite combination!

show up in my heart every night, by wasuthorn – แปลรักฉันด้วยใจเธอ | I Told Sunset About You (TV) [Archive of Our Own] | https://archiveofourown.org/

It wasn’t the first time that Teh jerked off thinking about Oh-aew.

Source: show up in my heart every night, by wasuthorn – แปลรักฉันด้วยใจเธอ | I Told Sunset About You (TV) [Archive of Our Own] | https://archiveofourown.org/

Hot but with a bittersweet edge that feels right in keeping with Teh’s conflicted feelings.

Sex is the Answer, by dragons_and_angels – เพราะเราคู่กัน | 2gether: The Series (Thailand TV) [Archive of Our Own] | https://archiveofourown.org/

“We are alone, horny and very attracted to each other. Why not?” Mil was rewarded with another kiss. Phukong had been slightly clumsy when they had started out and a little embarrassed with his own lack of experience compared to Mil’s. But fuck, he was a fast learner and Mil took great delight in taking advantage of his newfound skills.

Source: Sex is the Answer, by dragons_and_angels – เพราะเราคู่กัน | 2gether: The Series (Thailand TV) [Archive of Our Own] | https://archiveofourown.org/

After the last ep, Mil and Phukong snag a deliciously hot moment of privacy. 😉

Need, by jemariel – Star Trek: The Original Series [Archive of Our Own] | https://archiveofourown.org/

Spock’s reply of “No, Doctor” came just a fraction of a second too late, raising all sorts of red flags in McCoy’s brain. “The bond between T’Pring and I was exclusive. The breaking of that bond through the kahli-fee should have short-circuited my body’s… urges.”

“Well, obviously, it didn’t,” McCoy grumbled. “Spock, your hormone levels are up again, and rising. Your little fainting spell on the planet is proof that your body is starting to crack under the strain. A few more like that, and you won’t wake up. You know better than I do how close you are to….” He couldn’t finish the sentence.

Spock nodded, and finally met his gaze. “But without a bond, I cannot mate.”

“Well, that leaves us in a right pickle then, doesn’t it?” McCoy could feel his blood pressure spike. Spock couldn’t be thinking of just letting this happen, just letting himself die! Damn stubborn Vulcan son-of-a-bitch….

Source: Need, by jemariel – Star Trek: The Original Series [Archive of Our Own] | https://archiveofourown.org/

Post-Amok Time, things aren’t quite as over as everyone had hoped…

spirit running wild, by idrilka – 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV) [Archive of Our Own]

It’s been a while since he shared a room with Sizhui, the way they did when both of them were still placed in the juniors’ quarters. But when Sizhui agreed to officially take on some of the duties as the sect heir while Zewu-Jun was in seclusion, he was given his own place, small as it was, and Jingyi eventually moved into the senior disciple quarters. All of that, though, happened before Jingyi realized that the funny feeling in his chest wasn’t indigestion from Senior Wei’s cooking but something far, far worse.

Source: spirit running wild, by idrilka – 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV) [Archive of Our Own]

Jingyi has a crush on his best friend. Shenanigans ensue, because Jingyi is a disaster. 🙂

this hour when night comes down, by Anonymous – 魔道祖师 – 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī – Mòxiāng Tóngxiù [Archive of Our Own]

They have been dancing around something for a while, the three of them. Sizhui knows other grown children do not have this kind of closeness with their parents. This kind of heat. Of course Hanguang-jun isn’t his real father, nor is Wei Wuxian. But the two of them are the closest he has, and his love for them is hopelessly twined with whatever this is.

Source: this hour when night comes down, by Anonymous – 魔道祖师 – 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī – Mòxiāng Tóngxiù [Archive of Our Own]

This is warm and lovely and made me smile, the inclusion of Sizhui feeling strangely not-wrong at all.