Fighter has never wanted anything in his whole life the way that he wants Tutor. He has no road map for this. He’s never known anything like this. He thought he understood sex. He liked girls; girls definitely liked him. He’d fooled around with HwaHwa and it was good. She’d given him a blowjob once and he hadn’t come from it, but he had when she’d jerked him off later. It was fine.
He realizes now that he doesn’t understand anything.
Source: This is the Ride I’m On, by brooklinegirl – เพราะรักใช่ป่าว | Why R U?: The Series (TV) [Archive of Our Own]
Absolutely perfect Fighter POV, capturing both the amazing chemistry and the many emotions. *chef’s kiss*